The many opportunities to trust

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Complete trust is a practice that can see us through difficult times and help us to have greater gratitude for our many blessings.


Imagine if we could completely trust that we are guided, protected and totally loved by an unseen higher power, that all that happens is a gift bringing us closer to God and our angels. I imagine that life would be peaceful and joyful.

This complete trust is not easy for anyone. I started a practice to help me with this. Each day, I thank God for each opportunity to trust. Lately, a lot of these opportunities have been coming up, and it is a challenge for me to remember to trust.

My opportunity for complete trust

One year ago, I was driving Barry to his appointment for a partial knee replacement. This is no small surgery and we both were nervous. Being medically trained, we are always aware of the things that can go wrong. While driving, I mentioned to Barry that I wanted to give thanks for this opportunity to trust whatever happened on that day. I hoped I could see each event in the day as part of the gift of trusting. He agreed.

We were a few minutes late for the 6am appointment, so while I parked the car, Barry left to go inside. As he was walking away, I called after him, “Remember, I want to say a prayer for you right before surgery”. Barry thanked me and went through the door. I quickly parked the car and rushed inside. Barry was gone. As soon as he had walked in the door they rushed him into the pre-op room. The woman behind the desk handed me a bunch of papers and had me fill them out. When I brought them back I urgently said, “I really need to be with my husband. It’s important that I say a prayer for him right before he goes into surgery”.

“Yes, of course,” she said, “just wait over there”. My desire was so strong for Barry to hear my prayer right before his surgery that after ten minutes I again went up and asked the woman behind the desk. “Yes, yes, just have a seat, we’ll call you”, she said.

Forty-five minutes went by and finally I was called. I practically ran into the room to Barry. He looked up at me with blurry, drug-induced eyes and could barely mumble. I questioned the anaesthesiologist standing by him, who said, “Oh, we already started the anaesthesia”. She then handed me a form to sign and, while I was signing it for Barry, they whisked him away. “What about my prayer for him?” I said as I went running after his stretcher. By the time I caught up, Barry was unconscious and they slid him into the operating room and closed the door.

I returned to the car deeply disappointed. I had wanted to say a heartfelt prayer for Barry, and it was vitally important to me that he hear the prayer before the surgery. On the verge of tears, I remembered that I had told him that no matter what happened that day we were going to trust. This was the place to start. I said my prayer for Barry out loud in the car and I felt thankful for this opportunity to trust, even though it had not gone the way I wanted.

The following months held other opportunities for trusting. Barry had an allergic reaction to every anti-inflammatory drug he took, and could hardly eat for weeks, losing much weight and strength. He also could not tolerate pain medications. But throughout all of this we practiced trusting.

Now, one year later, Barry can walk without any pain. All the hardship of the surgery and recovery made him even more compassionate than he already was, and brought the two of us closer than we ever have been. We have greater appreciation of our remaining time and health.

Trust is a powerful practice

Thanking God for every opportunity to trust is a powerful practice. This year has brought a loss of an important relationship in our lives. This is not something that we ever wanted or could have foreseen, and it has been very painful. Yet even in the midst of the pain I am reminded of this practice. Maybe we don’t understand something, but that does not mean that we cannot give thanks for the opportunity to trust. It is gratitude that opens the door to a deeper trust.

I read about a woman who had to be evacuated from her home quickly since there was a massive fire racing toward her neighbourhood. As she was fleeing from her home, she looked back and saw the fire bearing down upon each home in her neighbourhood. This woman was also practicing giving thanks for opportunities to trust. Out loud in her car, she gave thanks for the opportunity to practice full trust. She then drove away and assumed her home of 25 years would be gone for good. Two days later she received a call from the fire department. By a complete miracle her home was the only one still standing. Nothing was disturbed by the fire. Was this just a random coincidence or was this due to her act of complete thankfulness and trust? No one will ever know of course. But for that woman, her trust was greatly deepened.

Things are never going to go just the way we want them to. Friends could betray us, illnesses could come, accidents could happen and any number of other painful things. But the act of giving thanks for each opportunity to trust can see us through the most difficult of times, help to bring peace, and remind us that we are all here on the earth to learn, love, help others, and remember to trust.


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Barry & Joyce Vissell

Barry & Joyce Vissell

Joyce & Barry Vissell, a nurse/therapist and psychiatrist couple since 1964, are counsellors near Santa Cruz, CA, who are widely regarded as among the world's top experts on conscious relationship and personal growth. They are the authors of The Shared Heart, Models of Love, Risk to Be Healed, The Heart’s Wisdom, Meant to Be, and A Mother’s Final Gift.

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